Hey Kris, c'mon dont sweat, i mean for one shes not that tall lol, just kidding, but umm she said she just wanted to talk so i think ur okay

Still like why would she want to, it makes like no sense, I dont think I am, no offense Nate I just, Id feel wierd and kind of scared L

Kris she just wants to talk, shes not the type to get jealous, shes never been, shes afraid of being that "person"

By "person" she means me, and the way i was

But not anymore, i told her, i dont care anymore, she could cuddle up with some other guy, be it richard or daniel, and im not gonna care

Because its not worth it, not worth my time or strength

I'm sorry Nate, that you have to go through this constant struggle, but I dont wanna get involved

I dont want any part in all of, that, whatever it is. Its not my scene Nate, I told you and promised you Id wear my jeans

And Im sorry that made you uncomfortable, I swear I never wanted that

I was just trying to fit in.

I know...I just wish things werent so messed up, everyday, every moment that passes i want her to be the one a little bit more...

But it just seems less and less like it...