I noes, I haz been gone long time

I had dial-up at my ex's house, but he kicked me out, no I haz da sattelite

i didnt know he kicked you out!! i thought you left him....what a jerk!

I did leave him, after he told me to get out then begged me to stay

it was a bunch of back n forth on his part as it always has been

tired of being threatened

douche. to the fullest extent. hoes the kiddos?

hows**

they are good, we are staying with friends so they didn't have to change schools

thats good at least.

yep, and its nice to see 2 normal functioning relationships, it helps me see just how F'ed up mine was

awww its hard to see when your *in* it. being on the outside makes things more clear, i think.

hi stranger

much more clear on things, and by how long it was bad that I ignored it

i dont know that its ignoring though...you were probably trying to make it work without thinking of whether it was healthy or not

pretty much, and the whole time blaming myself for EVERYTHING

ugh. im sorry. sounds like he was playing mind games too.

thats pretty much the gist of it and if it hadn't turned physical I might have not recognized it

uh oh. im so glad you left when you did

I was going to let the black eye from new orleans slide, but when he offerred to give me another one I figured I shouldn't

doooooooooooooood im glad you didnt let it continue.

Im glad too, this is harder for sure, but I already feel happier

hi! I"m glad to see you. Sorry the ex is so sucky though. Glad you are away from that.

welcome back!! I'm so sorry to hear you had to go thru all that but I'm glad you and the kids got out!!!