But I get to watch Avatar and if the 3D version's still there then I'd be lucky. But I guess that's all? What if it's not showing anymore?

And mom has been pretty moody and FB-addicted lately. But my grandmother is as cranky as ever too. Idk what to do.

I bought myself a ticket already though in case I decide I should rly go and it'd be worth it eventually.

But what if I go there and merely get disappointed because I didn't have any fun at all? Honestly, I hate missing things.

And I've never attended any of this classmate's parties before. We weren't close friends then when I used to spend New Year's Eve here.

Now that we're close friends and I'm invited to this party, I couldn't go because I'd stay at Cebu.

I guess the party's just one thing though. The rest would be about how it'd be like spending the holiday here again. I kinda missed that.

I still don't know though, I shall carefully weigh the pros and cons tomorrow, I guess.

But why should I fuss about this so much? Whatever I choose, I could just make the best of it, haven't I learned that?

Life could be a matter of fate, your decision could be made for a reason and sometimes you shouldn't know what that is.

And wasn't I ever naturally spontaneous? Well not on matters that involve choosing sides.

Okay. Cat's outta the bag. I think that's the main reason I can't decide properly. Sides. Ugh.

But I don't choose sides, now do I? No, I believe I don't. Really.

One thing's for sure this moment will pass and eventually I'll forget about this. Things happen for a reason.

And I'll make the most of whatever I choose. That's the kind of attitude that gets one somewhere, somewhere they want to be. Right?

Okay then. I'll resolve to think positive thoughts, the thoughts that count.

OHMEOHMY, I think I flooded or *tsunami*-ed rather, my own post. This shoulda been in my LJ. But it was nice letting that out.