Oh so it says captcha check when I link to a journal entry? Anyways.

Time to go back on the couch and try to see if I get any sleep this time.

Unfortunately, worrying why the bed broke isn't going to get you anywhere, because it will literally boil down to things are poorly made and WAY too expensive anymore, so it likely broke because it's bad quality despite the cost. ie - it has nothing to do with you, and everything to do with the fact we live in a world where quality no longer matters and no

one cares if they bankrupt the populace being awful and greedy. I'm sorry it broke, though. That's never good, to be out a bed.

Also, you're not stupid. You needed a better therapist. Your therapist sounds like they were awful and I'm sorry you were dealing with that, as well.

I hope you can get any sleep.