meru
9 months ago @Edit 9 months ago
the reason i stopped rping khr byakuran was because:
- i was rping from the manga arcs after the anime ended, which is all most people know
- despite being the Big Bad in the last arc the anime covered, the majority of information we get about him is... conflicting opinions/experiences from other characters.

(continuing)
meru
9 months ago
- you have to look at HIM and separate the ways other characters view him to get a real feel for his personality
- which is really hard to do based on how little he appears and how most is just secondhand accounts from other characters.
- i had to copypaste every single manga page he directly appeared in to figure it out LOL.
meru
9 months ago
- he then did a complete 180 after that arc / in the manga. other characters commented on it A Lot. someone that didn't continue the manga is going to know that.
- on account of the need for headcanons to fill the void, i had to combine the 180 with a bunch of extrapolations.
it started feeling very Off. canon divergence vibes.
meru
9 months ago
by the point i realized i wasn't comfortable with it anymore? i was already in a few plots i really liked and i couldn't rewind the characterization to feel closer to what we DO see in canon without just breaking the plot.

and that's when i decided to take a little hiatus. life was getting bad around that time too, so i figured i'd take a break.
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meru
9 months ago
just one reason why i'm developing an oc for rp now. i don't want to go through that again and leave all my partners hanging afterward :')