esp with the amount of bs im dealing with in rl right now, i only have so much energy to do things...i wish i could get more done with the impending maybe anime and potentially also not shitty en fans

but i am only one person and even when i ask for feedback or such like 'does this look good' i get literally nothing

i will keep working on it b/c oi dont want my rpject to just die, but. myexpectation are in the dirt

somehow all of the garbage fans havelike 39 friends willing to fuckin form groups and push out more of their garbage !

ANYWAY i should stop whining and force myself to at least spray water on myself before my government mandated 'talk to job cousilor' meeting

almost spelled that meating