As I've already shared, a good friend of mine passed. He'd been suicidal for years and attempted to take his life several times. The most pronounced was in 2016 when he nearly succeeded. And now it's this huge thing where like... he had so isolated himself we can't even make a post on his facebook wall announcing his passing because he locked everything down

Thankfully he and his wife hadn't divorced yet so she can still manage the legal stuff otherwise we would have no fucking idea how to manage that

Then I found out another friend of mine (Acacia for those who know her) went to the emergency room and had to have her gallbladder surgically removed because her body hates her. She's resting and doing fine, but it's just another thing of "jesus fucking christ"

and THEN my mom calls me to ask with my help booking a flight up to Denver because apparently my sisters boyfriend of a decent period of time tried to fucking strangle her

so they're going up to support her and file police reports and etc etc

and it just feels like a lot

it is A Lot. idk what it is about the month of May, but i feel like all the things like to happen in May

Holy fuck

I’m glad Acacia is okay but holy fuck

Are YOU ok?

I'm okay just very "haha this is fine" about it

if that makes sense

Yeah it does

Let me know if I can help with anything ok?

Its mostly things that just. Are happeing. Or have happened. And there's nothing to be done about them. Which is maybe why I feel so overwhelmed by then

How dare they make me feel my own feelings instead of distracting me with actionable tasks

Oh that feeling is the WORST....

that's a Lot

holy shit, I'm glad Acacia is recovering and doing okay, but I'm just reeling at that news about your sister

Yeah I'm trying to get more info from my folks about it. Apparently he has anger issues and they'd been going to couples therapy

She'd never brought him for holidays, which is weird because she tends to do that with guys shes even only dated for like 4 months or something

when my mom told me he strangled her I was like "WELP his ass better go directly to jail"

jesus fuck things need to chill out for you

Send his ass to jail no release

Oh my gosh i am so sorry