so mom went to the ER last week with breathing difficulty

they ruled it a panic attack but she has asthma and heart problems already

she's basically been refusing to get out of bed ever since

it's hard to know whether she's having new psychological symptoms or new heart symptoms

whenever dad goes somewhere I have to go sit downstairs in case she rings her bell for something

and with my thing where I just figured out I need to be eating more protein I think part of it's her diet

like besides whatever I cook, she only eats canned soup

canned soup for breakfast, canned soup for luch

that's just not much nutrition

it's a little frutrating even though I am trying to just...not be frustrated

actually I think it's been two weeks now, I was gone most of a weel

week*