I haven't been playing as much lately or as enthusiastically, and I do feel bad for dragging everyone down.

you've been going through a lot, too

just. with everything going on i am very tired

yeah

i dont think it is a 'i will be done rping forever' or even 'i need to be away for a year' thing it is more

I need some time off from rp, to do final fantasy and settle kitten in and veg out

so i THINK

Idk, i probably mostly have AC but even so i will hiatus the rest of the month, finish up doing artfight

and then see where i am next month

At least this way people do not have to wait for me/my characters in some kind of limbo

kneads on

It's been a tough year. I spend a LOT of time and energy on trying to help my boy

and. I mean

motions to everything

I just feel i have not been contributing meaningfully and I do not want to be the reason people feel stuck or anything.

curls up on and kneads on

I still REALLY wanna play Malleus esp after his arc in canon is over

and Mithra, because he is very fun

And DK because I want to pet Kitsuno

lmao

but i just have no time or energy outside of [kitten] and [video game] and i also want to try playing elden ring again since the new dlc is out but ugh

not enough hours in a day and not enough spoons in a boy

At least re: Kitsuno and DK you don't have to worry about them

So we can play them whenever hehe

And Malleus definitely will have a lot coming for him

tbh it's not a bad time to take a break for malleus since you can chinhands until book 7 is over

and we're probablyyyyy not gonna get to the end of book 7 until next year i think, cuz we're coming up on the summer/autumn/winter cycle and halloween always comes with a slow mainsto period

for sure

I am kind of in waiting mode with malleus and I'm like. I want to play him more but i am chomping at the bit

But yeah, I'm gonna see where i am after this month to decide if i wanna drop anything for sure

i don't, but i also don't know if i got it in me to come back with strength

enjoy the hiatus!!!! relax, and know we will be waiting for you when you're ready to chomp at the bit.

i do hope to come back raring to go. For now... rest

I will say i think i want some more Flavors whenever I am ready for RP again. Maybe an OC. Maybe an OC I haven't even made yet, idk

i am also working on trying to make my current WoL also a character but we will see how that goes lmao