I'm still very sad but I'm keeping it together

but i don't WANT to keep it together

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i want to have a week to sit around and think about stuff and cry for like half an hour on and off

i want a gossamer nightgown and to wail gently in the night like a banshee

ftr everything is ok rn, khana is responding well to her meds and is being a lil sociable again

i just feel my emotions getting to me and hate crying between calls bcuz then i get interrupted and have to pull it together to get yelled at by some old person for something stupid that won't affect them if they just ignore it/discard it

Ain't that a mood though

capitalism is hell

let me have a mental health week