So I've been sitting here for weeks going WHY CAN'T BRAIN and it like dawned on me today- oh yeah I have some kinda depression funk that flares up during summer and its still TOO FUCKING HOT

I don't get sad depression so much as it's just unmotivated to do anything I usually enjoy doing depression but its still annoying as fuck

I want to rp and paint and play video games brain GET INSPIRED YOU ASSHOLE

this happens to me so much ugh. if it helps i try to look at past writing/drawings/things i did that i was really proud of and sometimes it gives him enough motivation to start something?

That could help, I like revisiting my stuff

huuuuug

same! hope it does something for you

I get that when it's super hot too. only dumb phone games, no things I want to play. No reading no watching new shows...
its like several weeks of me watching only Ghost Adventures and playing Threes.

I had a deviantart back in high school/my early 20s that I had a lot of followers on and I deleted it on a whim one day. Lost all that art and all those followers and lately ive been thinking about how stupid a move that was lol

Man I used to watch the hell out of some ghost adventures

And then I got distracted from my thinky thoughts by in intensely stupid work problem that I SOLVED A WEEK AGO but someone else failed to follow up with their part of the process and so the problem IS MAGICALLY BACK

I wonder if I'm closing in on the midlife crisis stage of my life im just feeling so burnt out by this shit lmao