so my depression and OCD is getting worse, and my psychiatrist is starting to think ADHD might be a possibility as well.

for now, I've finally got the courage to add a new medication to my regimen. I'm scared of what it could do to me, but I'm hoping it does help.

she wants me to get tested for ADHD and other disabilities, but I'm trying to apply for medical assistance from the state because my current insurance doesn't include mental health, which is insane

my brain is broken, that is part of my body, it is health care!! WHY ARE WE SEPARATING THE CARE

anyway

yeah. if I can get state assistance,I can see my psychiatrist more often as well as get tested for any other disabilities

G has been back and forth with treatments. we thought he was closer to death at one point because he got an infection but he's back on chemo and improving significantly

my foot is still killing me. I'm still tired. caffeine is finding its way back into my diet but I'm proud of how much I've been limiting my intake

uhhh not much else to report. really proud of myself for doing a ton of yard work this morning, and I've been meal planning and budgeting groceries for a couple weeks

/gentle hugs

my seasonal depression is wrapping up... this was one of the worst summers I've had

Arnavet: hughug tyty

just because the brain is in charge doesn't mean it's not a luxury organ that you have to pay extra for obviously

you're doing great getting stuff checked out though!!