& RP thinky thoughts 
BANSAI SIDE:
the emotion of the month is Yearning
the colour of the month is purple brocade as it slips around a corner and out of sight
dead then alive and still horribly, awfully alive and the more he looks the more he realizes a grave in the void of space was a preferable end to this limbo
the taste of the month is the phantom burn of liquor drunk at a beachside fire
october will be the month he locks in to get this shit done.
ambition demands to make a star out of the disparate peoples under LILITH’s wing
time to craft an idol perhaps
CHOSO SIDE:
the emotion of the month is love
when you are a creature compromised solely of blood and bone-deep love, the petty labels crafted by humanity seem silly and frivolous
he is learning to cook solely to care for others
Choso is so cute
he is learning that love has many shapes and applications
Tsukiwo: choso in syn has been granted the amazing opportunity to know as many people as he does now
the things he learns must be put to use
cook for them, sit with them, keep them company
for yuji and the ideal of humanity, he will be good
Choso 
i need to finish some threads but he must have his talk with yor
hellglass: i want to think choso brings raidou things often. food. flowers. leaves. little things found during the day that he thinks Summoner Raidou might like
choso..... 
Yor will inform him of how inappropriate it is to share intimate photos without permission from the original photo taker
that's her main beef with the lewd Toji photos :V
when do i get choso tags. im hungry for this cute man
i wish i could say sonic will help him cook but he doesnt know how to do anything other than microwave a hot dog
i love being able to play the demon side to a raidou. it’s fun
THATS SLOW
she knows her bf was a ho uwu
Raidou loves all of it. just to be thought of is So Much for him
hellglass: have a weird stick he found. a funny leaf that looks like a mask. a tiny flower that fell off the stem. a block of tofu.
looks at my hands
choso is full of love, i say, but he is also full of Ho
Choso is a land of contrasts
this is only somewhat toji’s fault and primarily due to the fact that choso has the freedom to go out and do whatever he wants. humanity and all its weird pleasures
he is less strolling down the lane of life and more sprinting through the aisles to run face-first into Experiences
there are so many folks whose company he refuses to go without. like a cat, he makes the rounds day to day
Choso
Choso deserves to be gently kissed and then horribly banged
he does. he’s earned it
it's true
Choso deserves a domme who is a sadist yet sweet
dom, domme, whatevs you get it
his ero dream come true
would choso accept a twink dom
no pecs but kabru has personality
the power of personality is exceptional. dom him kabru
cmere choso
gosh, these boys, these bloody boys of yours 
each one messy in his own way
beautifully so 
bansai side: he’s been wandering
looking, mostly. learning, mostly. like maybe his eyes and his eyes are wrong and that man is out there somewhere
KHAKAKAKA
oh dear, poor Choso 
poor unfortunate soul
he even kinda looks like the critters in Ursula's garden
NOOOOOOOOOOO
Raidou is gonna FLIP
is nanamin...!?
suffer buddies 
