completely understandable. please take care of yourself, you're an absolute sweetheart

fey i love you

Yes. Think about yourself and wellbeing and take care of yourself. I am sending you all the hugs and affections.

I love you all, guys.

is is how I found out, it was...

but also I see a lot of people being very angry and it's just not for me. I rarely have moemtns when I think I want to fight over anything and all I want to keep is kel and basil's relationship because I loved them

and erich was making friends....

2am, I work in 4 hours and I'm like... fully awake, lol

I'm not... angry, exactly? But I am frustrated because the decision was so close to letting the modteam step down while still keeping the game open

draconic I'm not certain on what to say or think.

I see a lot of outrage and I know I can't check those plurks without getting anxiety. I can handle heavy conflict with my characters, they're not me, but I just... idk

IDK what to think if that makes sense?

Personally I had a blast in laby despite my constnat issues in balancing three jobs and any internet presence...

right now I'm looking for alternatives?

You have every right to process these feelings in your own time. Don't worry. Just do what you need to do for yourself and mental well-being.

I just think I need to try to sleep. If nothing happens I'll look for a spot for kel and erich elsewhere. I don't even know where the 'cool comms' are

well you know how the song goes

where u lead.... i will follow

It's possible a hand over might happen so can't hurt to wait a bit anyway so things can settle

-YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I ADORE YOU JUDE, THAT'S MY LINE

And yeah. I guess? IDK. Man, I know I was finally breathing because while my workline got more intense (psychiatric house for the month. I SWEAR the idea of rotating places with this cooperative is WORSE than actually risking burnout. you get used to a place and then moved to another, smh) I was getting less hours which was a WOW

gently smooches

AND FEY WE CN CONTINUE OUR INBOX THREAD AT LEAST.....

I know tomorrow I won't get to see what people decide until I'm back from work

OH ABSOLUTELY

WE HAVE ENOUGH PSLS TO FEED US FOR A WHILE

AND I STILL HAVE TO WRITE MARIGOLD ATTACKING KEL MID SMOOCH

and you know we can continue catci elsewhere if laby 2.0 doesnt happen!

yes. Kel will eventually fucking propose one day, I swear. Possibly dropping the ring ina fancy pomegranate juice, cheering like it's fine wine and almost getting basil to strangle himself.

JIDO;SJAIO;ADJISAODIOJASD

LMDFFAOD

basil: UHM............ I GUESS???????/

Listen, I'm thinking of the good silly tings.

kel can marry basil and be a good positive influence in his life. Sunny can marry Basil in our psls and we can just have them be terrible fore each other since that's the nature of sunflower. We just have to complete the trifecta and writesunkel someday.

(I'm being silly)

WE WILL ABSOLUTELY WRITE SUNKEL

it's my otp -sniff- I certainly hope so.

Game is no longer closed!

draconic I find it ironic things keep happening every time i rest my head on a pillow. but thank gods

I assume things will be messy this month?

/shrug

The new mod seems to be planning a chill month while everything is settled

I'd expect rough patches, but hopefully not worse than any other mod transfer

oh yeah. I meant more like 'lax' month, sorry

I'm not even angry or anything, mind you

just- the living incarnation of the roller coaster tycoon gif where the roller coaster train is sent flying at the end of the rails

Hugs you.

hugging you back, friendo!

I am hoping for october to be chill, yes. Working on an announcement !

please look forward to it

I believe in you! my apologies if I soudned dismissive

words are not flowing well right now

no, it's okay! I understand.

it's almost 4am, I'm still feeling like a roller coaster tycoon thing and I swear I'm not upset or expect you to be 'messy'. Apologies once more, truly. and I wish you the best of luck, if I can help in any way let me know, maybe?