Identifying publically with this term is a relatively recent development but looking back...uh, there were signs the whole time

Like how super into Jude Law’s performance in AI I was, which in retrospect was definitely a crush on the man.

oh heeeyyyyy

🎉

Also, uh, in a more NSFW sense,

when I was quite early in my pubescence and making my first forays into the world of internet pornography, mostly in the written form, there was a story I read involving a man getting railed by another man under the orders of their mutual abductor (a woman)

and I had to have a debate with my friend (who had provided the pornography) about whether this counted as gay since, yeah, two guys are having sex, but it’s REALLY about both of them being under this woman’s control

Please imagine this as a conversation happening between two twelve year old boys who both agree that it was really hot but are maybe not ready to acknowledge what that says about them

We concluded that it wasn’t gay but that it was pretty borderline

bi awakenings are always so funny lol