I'm transmasc in a way that has me identifying as Butch (but not a woman or lesbian or girl etc.) more than anything. Nebulous transhuman gender so on stuff. I'm just some guy
I've identified as transmasc of some flavor since I was like 14 and while I'm not on hormones, I have some masculinized features thanks to PCOS/possibly other intersex things like broad shoulders and a lot of facial hair that just seems to keep getting thicker and darker
I like the aeasthetics of sex and find a wide variety of people attractive, especially big masculine women or like. outdoorsy camp counselor types as a vibe. Fancy people with long hair. Idk a lot of my crushes over the years are vibe based and/or turned out to be gender envy
but the idea of actually having sex, like the penetrative stuff or anything involving... fluids or whatever, including kissing with tongue, super grosses me out so Aesthetics is where its at