she makes me confused as heck sometimes but then im like...
UHG!!!!!!!!!!
like she was telling me that i was too much a little ( in a good way, like "i need me time too" ) and then i was talking about it like, "yea! let me know when it happens" and she goes "yeah. i just Did" in a rude kinda way?
and then
UHG!!!!!!!!!!
like she was telling me that i was too much a little ( in a good way, like "i need me time too" ) and then i was talking about it like, "yea! let me know when it happens" and she goes "yeah. i just Did" in a rude kinda way?
and then
i give her space and she blows up my dms with gifs and videos which is cool! i like
but then kinda jealous bc i was hanging out with my best firend??
idk im
cofnsued
do u want me to interact
i cant tell i just cant it doesnt work in my head
and then we were on vc with my friend. cuase like :3 yea yea! we like when we all hang out were the boobies trio
but then. I
idk u just dont itneract then
but then. I
idk u just dont itneract then
whcih mkay : >
and then : >
idk everytime we hangup she just HANGS up and im like aw well okay i WAS in the middle of telling you something
and she kinda gets upset about that
im trying my hardest here okay
i was so peer pressured int odrinking and i wanted to say it but i was actually scared
i only said it because i was drunk and by that time it ws too late
and i know that breaks trust but id GET IT if i did it on purpose
youre just raeally mad about that and i had no control over it
idk make it make sense to me! if u want this to keep going and me not just breaking up with you i need that
im autistic, im neurodivergent. heck! you are too! but you know that we need to talk right and?
im scared
i want that person i could trust and giggle with back
i want to feel safe talking toyou? i dont.
and that isnt okay
i dont want it to be horribly awkward in ou friend group
and u were in there first so idk
and u were in there first so idk
but its just its
scary
calling my friend "hawt" and saying stuff about her? im right here?
are we together? are we even a thing anymorel ike
idk its been like 4 months? almost 5?
its not that long of a time but its not. like it
everyday it seems more and more like aabetter idea
im starting not to want to try at all
i know some things are my fualt. yes.
but ive apologized and ive recognized that
we call and u ignore me, and wweve tlaked about the attention we need?
and i
dont get that. and i give that to you? i think? idk, youre so cryptic?
what does "grr" mean
u make it very obvious that ur upset. and then.
dont answer?
it just makes me feel like poop. it makes me feel like youre doing it on purpose
which i relaly dont think oyu would but im pretty sure you know it hurts.
ihgggjfjjjjjj
its a lot idk
i've been reading
you deserve to be with someone who you genuinely feel safe talking to, nikki. either try to talk or break it off i think
i'm not good with this stuff 😓
its so so so hard to say smth
i feel itll probably just get turned back around on me anywyas so i just feel like waiting it out but
i know its hard but i think its better for both of you. i dont think waiting it out is a good idea it might get worse but it is your own choice and i'm here regardless whatrver you choose to do 
tthank you doorian
i jjust donnt know sommetimes shes the beest bbut others shees just so unpreddictable
i jjust donnt know sommetimes shes the beest bbut others shees just so unpreddictable
you dont need to thank me silly we're friends no i get what you mean
no i get what you mean