Instead of being a lump because I can't get myself to move, I'm a lump because I hate myself too much to move

And I get to try to check in with my doctor's office to see why they haven't approved the refill yet

I'd genuinely prefer the brain zaps, which for some reason I'm not getting this time

OH AWESOME, THE REFILL REQUEST GOT CANCELED AND I HAD TO PUT IT IN AGAIN

Oh I called the office and they renewed the wrong one

(it's the ADHD one which I'm not out of but am low on, so I'm not that upset about it)

But still. Scream.

SECOND CALL MADE let's see if it fucking works this time

Thank goodness, the refill should be ready by 6.
(looks again) oh. Saturday at 6.

OH MY GOD (positive this time!!!) the pharmacy got it taken care of faster for me

finally

/collapses from relief this time