having Lily around is helping a lot, but at the end of the day, she is not Mordecai

she doesn't have his habits

she won't poke me in the face for attention, she won't wrap herself around my arm and use my hand for a pillow, she won't do the stupidest flops known to man

she doesn't purr as long and loud and readily as he did

she's a sweet cat but Mordecai was the sweetest, there was so much love in that guy

can't scoop a Lily, she doesn't like it, she won't put up with it for long

sometimes at night I'll still just be randomly seized by missing my cats

he was only 7

he deserved to live forever

I miss his stupid flops so bad too

Lily keeps spooking me at night because of course she looks like a black cat in the dark