It went kinda well .. the nice lady on the phone agreed that I can't work at the same place any more (everything is confidential, so I told her everything that happened), and she will contact the work council for a meeting so that we can talk about switching work places, and then go from there.
also she agreed that I should definitely apply for disability and that with my cluster of symptoms, my chances aren't all too bad. I really really hope that this will work out well.
Also really appreciated that the lady instantly said that we will do the meeting with the work council online, since she can totally understand that I might not want to show up at the office and potentially run into my current boss.
I am so relieved .. I mean, I don't feel like I can start a 40h week yet, but that's not even been part of the talk yet. For now, we just check whether or not we can switch places, cause clearly it was a big cause of my illness.