my adhd brain was already struggling to slow down and focus before i remembered there was a real life political thing happening

for the time being, i'm trying to ride out the rapid and unpredictable shifts... if i can pay attention to anything for more than a few hours, that's progress atm

i know i'll manage to come full circle eventually and catch up on everything I wish i was writing right now, but alas. i know i have to be patient through these bouts of uncontrollable scatterbrained states

i wish there was an icon to express "my cranial cavity is full of bees"