feels bad adding to the negativity but we're all here together I guess

I'm so tired and sad and numb and not actually surprised

the amount of "not actually surprised" I'm seeing is so disheartening but so real. the shock of 2016 isn't there anymore. it's worse but it's not shocking (and that, too, is worse)

the fact he even got the popular vote makes me want to throw up

the horrors persist but i see my blorbo in three days

so real

the horrors persist but so do the lesbians. if they don't make out I'm going to cry

really just clinging to arcane right now

if season 2 is bad I don't know what I'm gonna do lol crawl in a hole and die I guess

whitticus: also looking forward to your BOYYYY

I haven't seen any of the trailers and I'm avoiding all info to be fully fresh... though I probably can't watch it until Sunday. and I guess this is a good excuse to continue avoiding the Internet for many reasons lol

ive waited so long and it's finally here

It feels bad. To let someone win just by ...not voting? at least we are in California. I'm just going to take my little walks, watch my little shows, and play my little games.

I wish everyone who "protested" by not voting or voting third party a very fuck you

I'm just going to keep doing whatever I've been doing I guess. Good to have little shows and little games

scared and angry and sad. escapism mode activate :')

can't wait to go home and play more metaphor and not think about anything else ever again

I have a meeting with my direct reports today and I don't want to cancel it but I'm going to see how everyone is doing and check in. If we don't talk about work it's okay

let's play metaphor and not think about anything ever again...

My meeting with my own manager this morning was just. Sad. Sharing where we're both at. I'm grateful I work in a small company where we're all on the same page at least

I should probably drag myself out of bed lol

today feels so long. I've barely done anything

I have so much work to do

I don't want to do it

made a big glass of mostly gin. new plan is go through my oldest emails first and archive shit. it can't possibly be important.

I have like 300 emails in my inbox

of all the things that matter, that many emails can't possibly deserve my attention. now or "later"

you and tina deserve to play metaphor ;A;

I'm visiting my mom until the weekend but soon.... I've been playing Dredge instead

I got thru about a dozen emails, archived some, I have so many left but I'm gonna go for a walk :T

I'm glad I get to see the kitties.... a fat butt

kitties are so healing

got some more bad news today and I'm feeling pretty disheartened

worried about my family. and also myself lol.

grateful I live in California, as the slimmest silver lining I guess 🙃

oh no lena i'm sorry 8(

thanks dude I'll do my best

everything is everything

finding it really hard to keep from doomscrolling ughhhhhh

turns off my phone for the next four years 🙃

Spotify calling me out.....

stressed and spooked indeed

today I'm finally heading back to LA so should be easier to get back into some semblance of routine

will try to exist in rp again lol

THE HORRORS PERSIST BUT SO DO I