you will. but it takes time and work

sjonsvenson: not sure i can actually manage my time and focus hard enough / work hard enough to make it work out. Im just not cut from a different cloth like successful people are, it has been a long time and a lot of work and im still really confused and at my limit

I don't mean you have to work 30 hours per day. Just work the normal way , making sure you don't make mistakes, or don't repeat mistakes.

Also, think about what you call "successful" that doesn't mean the same ting for different people.

rest a moment if you must but dont give up