so uh. before i left my friend mark's house, he told me that his friend and also tbh a guy i also considered a friend for years, was found this way.

i'm...kind of processing it? like, i cried on the way home, and that's about where i'm at now.

all of mark's friends are really cool, and they've always treated me like i belonged with their group. and this guy was really cool and nice, and i'm having trouble thinking of the fact that i'll never see him again so i guess, if i'm off the next bit, that's where i'm at.

i generally kind of keep doing whatever i do when it comes to stuff like this, that's my coping mechanism.

so if i seem normal one minute and then down the next it's definitely not on purpose or anything, i'm just thinking about this guy that i saw in july that i won't see again and it's upsetting...

Oh my god.. I'm so sorry Kitten. I can't even imagine.

oh no :<
I'm sorry. that's so sad...

i'm so sorry, that's awful.

I'm so sorry.

oh my Gods, Kitten ;;;;;

I'm so sorry

that's a completely understandable response, take care of yourself however you can it's awful that happened.

Ah geez... I'm so sorry... yeah, take time to take care of yourself, okay?

Oh Kitten, I am so, so sorry that's awful

Please grieve freely, there's no one right way to miss someone after you lose them.