my mom walked past me after turning off the tree and when i went to hug her, she walked THROUGH my arm, and when i told her "hey don't you want a hug?" she cattily said that I SEEMED BUSY

and i'm like

ok so like

you're upset that i decompressed from a terrible day and ended up laughing 2 hours later?

(she's upset because while i was driving home, she was complaining the whole time, and then complaining while i was trying to decompress, and i got frustrated)

(i wasn't nasty. i wasn't mean. i was just audibly stressed out, so i explained "hey it's not you, i had a shitty day and i'm in pain, so if i have a tone delivery problem, it's not on purpose")

(i actually did apologize. i used the word sorry)

apparently she wants to hold all this salt in her heart over perceived slights

like HOW DARE YOU HAVE A GOOD FUCKING TIME IN MY PRESENCE, STOP LAUGHING! STOP ENJOYING THINGS!! I SUFFER MORE THAN YOU BY BEING RETIRED!!!

pinches the bridge of my nose

she does do a lot around the house. i grant her this. but i'm tired of hearing how doing stuff around the house is more taxing than my very physical 40 hour a week job, where i actively go in to disasters every day and have to fix them

or her husbands even more physically demanding job, which he comes home and does yardwork after

SHRUGS

i just needed to vent for a moment. i'm not really mad, just annoyed.

awww man :[

nah I get the need to vent
im glad the stream was good tho ahh

IT WAS FUN

we ended with the tas vagina eps, the michael bay one, and then this because i'm a dipshitOptimum Pride Original Meme TikTok (Full)

Heh

anyway beams good vibes at

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