I started intermittent fasting last week and this is my second week! There are various reasons why I'm doing it, but ultimately it was my choice after doing some research and consulting with my brother who's more experienced in it than I am

The difference in how I feel is astounding now that my eating window is smaller

In terms of food, I'm actually eating normally, just gotta be more selective bc again, limited time to eat which all in all means less snacking and sweet drinks, which again, good. doesn't mean they're out

in other terms of life stuff, Grandma's been getting physically better, but mentally... yeah, that's always gonna be taxing

kind of had a moment yesterday which ultimately isn't dramatic, but mostly mentally and emotionally exhausting bc that's what she's (though my mom says she can be way way worse)

having to deal with that right when I get home isn't great and I always have to turn a part of my brain on to babysit her essentially

some positive things! finished another hexagon cardigan going to gift it to my friend who had her baby bc they are both home now

I'm getting more comfortable drawing on my iPad yay

very inspired to do more stuff with Lulu RPwise

I think to start investing in a PC for gaming and dedicated work, I'll sell some stuff of mine on OfferUp like two marker sets and my two drawing tablets

bc I want space in my room and it'll be my excuse to buy a display tablet in the future lol

also yes still need to set stuff up for crochet items.....

dealing with grandma's dementia is rough

one of the main issues is that she's overly clingy with my mom, it feels like the center of her behavioral problems that the dementia exacerbates

so sometimes she likes acting like a child and tries to pick a fight with me, not directly, but in a way where she can point out that I was arguing with her

end goal is that mom sticks to her and she's just ebeen doing it more lately

not in the mood for it tonight and parents could tell i was upset with her

so yeah i'll just chill in my room, dad is bringing home pho for me