i did, in fact, make an entire to do list and crossed most of the things off of it

my brain feels kind of weird but like. not aggressively weird

but among my accomplishment i took the cat to the vet, did dishes, took out trash and recycling, sent a linkedin message i've been dragging my feet on for about a week, and signed up for some test prep classes for work certifications

oh also finished my family christmas shopping

much accomplishment!

tomorrow i got my appointment to check in on the broken arm. i am probably also gonna try to take the doggo into the vet, send my aunt's christmas present, and clean the litter boxes

then i got a VO workout in the evening

accomplish!! how is your arm feeling after all of that?

haeralis: not so bad! honestly the arm has been recovering really well

i have a decent range of motion back

ahhh that's good to hear!

well fitbit seemed to like the ritalin

very REady

dgkjfh daily readiness...

fitbit just like damn girl let's gooooo

my sleep score also real good

but yes fitbit just ready to rumble

update day two continues to be actually pretty okay. I do get a little fuzzy/headachey but that could also just be not eating and drinking right. I am getting so much more shit done tho

today I did two VO auditions, went to the doctor for my arm, took the cat back to the vet cuz the lab had messed up her blood work, wrapped and shipped my aunt's Christmas present, sent my laptop and badge back to wizards, and scheduled the dog for a vet appointment on Saturday

nice! you did so much

okay today we upped it to 10mg and uuh probably too much

i am feeling way too jittery bouncy palms sweaty moms spaghetti

hmm yeah 10 mg is no bueno

i took my second dose about an hour and a half ago and i am just very blah

honestly if the lower dose is working that's great

sorry about the jitters tho

yeah lower dose seemed mostly okay. I gotta check with my psych to see if she can meet with me sooner tho cuz we're testing out a bunch of stuff and this was just the first of like. three options

the jitters

when i reported that back to my psych, he said "so like your fight-or-flight is stuck on 'flight' the whole time?"

which was a much more accurate description honestly. no panic just GOGOGO!

yeah my psych was like "it shouldn't feel like you're on a runaway train, it should feel like you are in control of the train"

which the lower dose had a toouch of runaway train feels but it didn't seem too bad? 10mg was just. nope