like. this is the opposite of what I want

I am also just really feeling like hot soggy garbage after finishing the ritalin test last week

just. ugh. if this is what happens as soon as I am not taking drugs then no thank you

I gotta talk to my psych about it I guess but the uptick in anxiety is not something I'm really comfortable dealing with right now

I got enough shit on my plate

omg I hope you get it worked out soon, that sounds awful

Euuuggghhhh

ough ugh I know what you mean. I can talk about what I do that helps, if you'd like.

officialbizness: that would be helpful! I wound up on the couch just to avoid the trigger

I hope you can get some good rest

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does yoru fitbit think you're working out at 3am too

not so much since it was mostly like. sweaty palms and such and my heart rate didn't go too high

i did remember that i have some ativan from years ago so i popped one and we'll see if it helps out tonight

good luck