… hmm… sounds like things can still bother me and has an impact on me… hmm.. wondering …

when will I be strong enough and won’t be affected by other things too easily? (=! _ ?=) ~

‘add oil’ ~ just have to ‘add-oil’ ~ keep on working on things, then day after day, one day I will be reach my targets one by one ~

(=^ v ^=) ~ … oh… but then there is another thing bothering me now… I’m broke… why so poor… where did my money go…

what did I do with my money!? Ai… why so poor… why so poor… have to try put my financial position better in shape…

so that I can start my eyes check up and vision therapist session soon… should be about time… should be…

it should be time to start this process… let me think ~ think ~ … I don’t spend a lot, but what happened? …