haha dick?!

i now dam fuckinq moody!

sian diu hai 9!

i dun understand!!! i really dun!!

haix! not dat simple la

=(

its not abt me

eugene and hc.. i also dunno y.. i felt like we brothers are seperatinq =(

i dunno la...

i'm okay la i just need attraction

hope so ba

you guys should know what happen if i'm alone de la

everybody knows..

laz time is me

what happens actually

i actinq emo for the laz two years... i dun like that feelinq.. i dunwan u all to try it... i wish i could make u all laugh. but mayb i cant

lol its you only last year i like that lo

not**

the reason why i emo today is i dun like to be alone of left over

u know i let how mani ppl juz let go like dat? not oni gals.. sometimes i felt frens too

what to do

we need attraction but the thing is nobody can see or bother us thats why

wan learn me? Mindnight go out jogginq? traininq everyday? juz feel tiredness dun feel of nothinq!

i cannot go out and i dun want to do crazy stuff just to make carmen worried abt me

sometimes i have no choice la i sometimes throw away my emotions just to make her happy while its hard for me hard for my feelings also

This is love.. Love is complicated.. now do u understnad? gals won understand us boys.. and we won understand wad gals wan.. dats the prob

i always do what ever it takes to understand her to make the relation last long most obvious i can hold feelings but...

not for a very long time

thats why today i like this

i been holding it when i have hard depression

i dun like myself.. i know y? i dun have the confident.. i never trust thats my prob... mayb i had been hurt too much and i dunno the

same feelinq again?

my problem is being left out the whole time nobody bothers to talk to me all talk with other ppl and left me alone while i just keep quiet

as usual the same prob sometimes is i want attention from her ....

but ... she was talking with her friend or doing her hw which i understand how busy she was

as usual haiz lack of attention is from me than i'll be like this le