going where life takes me and not being sure wtf else to do

rather than BEING THE ONEEE BEHIND THE WHEEEEEELL ala incubus

but i am like. decided on this.

I AM GOING TO TRY AND GET A REFERRAL TO A SHRINK AGAIN via school counselor. or stick to the counselor if they think i don' tneed a shrink

i will stick to it this time 8(

it'd better not be in fucking imh that place takes years to get to