Realizing how tiny, puny and futile I am crushes every pride and misconception I have that I am deserving of anything I have right now.

when truth of the matter is I don't. I am dirty and I am a sinner and You alone can pick me up for the dumps and hold me like I'm the most

Important girl in the world. I have broken your heart over and over again but choose not to give up on a rag doll that i am.

You look me straight in the heart and tell it like it is. You show me my darkest sides but pulls me to the land of light. You love me so

and you never fail to show it through your corrections and i'm glad that you straighten my crooked path and prune and snip away my wicked

vines. Although it's very painful it hurts in a loving way. I don't know what you saw in me and i will never be able to comprehend

such grace you poured upon but I shall marvel in your goodness and ask you to help me to live in the likeness of your Son.