happiness just loneliness. only I can feeling what I really feel.
Honestly, I know you enjoy this sentimental moment at night alone, which is a great feeling. I had such experience too. But you have to..
Pay your debt for it next morning in the way of both physical and mental tiresome.
And the sentimental thing, emotion, can not be chased by human beings like us. We can only experience it but can't copy/paste it.
Sleeping early enriches your creativity, trust me.