You should come with, Alois.

im not tired . . .

Then we don't have to sleep.

but then well stay awake

So? I don't mind.

You haven't been seeing me much, lately.

theres a lot going on .

I know. I still haven't had a chance to talk about it with you.

I'm worried about you, Alois.

You should meet me anyway.

itll get done eventually . shit is just slow .

ciel

I know.

Hm?

im all right okay ? im not worth so much concern over my job and shit .

...Yes you are.

If you weren't worth my time I wouldn't bother.

IM JUST SAYING

that

I saw your headstone, Alois.

lewgvkbjkfh;gjnbfvfelebfdgn

ksdbhfdkn

alvdsljbfd

please no

I've got a lot of reasons to be concerned.

I don't... remember much of anything. But I saw it.

I don't care if you don't want to talk about it. That's fine. I'm going to pick you up from work.

. . . what do you mean remember . . .

I believe you. My memories aren't what they're supposed to be.

i can walk home just fine

oh fuck

dont

theres nothing worth remembering

Either way... I'm not whole. Something is wrong. I just don't know what.

And in that same vein you're not well because I know you must have seen things too.

Just don't fight me on it, Alois. I'll chase you if I have to but I'm tired.

im not fighting . . .

Good.

I'll meet you there soon.

ciel come on

You want to see me too.

i do but youve seen . . . me . . .

Not really.

I'm new at this... relationship thing.

But it seems to me like I should be offering support.

no i mean youve seen . . .

me at my not . . . best .

It's unreasonable to expect someone to be 'at their best' at all times. So that's fine.

I MEAN WHAT YOU SAW AT THE GRAVESTONE FUCK

Obviously.

The fact I'm still here should speak volumes.

why are you not more freaked out about this

what the fuck

I have no choice but to be calm.

Initially it did unnerve me. Then I realized that given what you've been through you need more than what I offered at first. So I will

offer more.

i dont . . . what . . . ?

what is this i dont even

what does my dying have to do with this

This is something I feel we should talk about in person.

I can't hold you over text. That would be awkward.

I MIGHT CRY IF I SEE YOU RIGHT NOW JUST SAYING

I don't mind.

are you sure

(/watching this Plurk.)

I'll be there in a minute.

okay . . .