awww

he hasnt spoken to me for almost 2 years...still wont forgive me...still angry

sometimes you have to just move on even if they won't

it sucks, but there's nothing you can do to change him

I know everyone tells me that but I never lose hope that one day he will have a change of heart and decide to stop being angry at me

believe me i know the feeling

I keep hoping one day he will just IM me and say that he forgives me and wants to put the past behind...not even be friends but at

least forgive me

do you think maybe you are counting on his forgiveness to be able to forgive yourself?

Im not sure, but I think I just want to be able to explain things I never got a chance to explain

And overall, I just want to find peace

send him an e-mail

he doesn't need to reply and maybe you will get your closure

yeah Ive done it already...I just have to let go...it is what it is...its his choice not to forgive...I cant force him, but you are right...

I gotta just let go completely, but I think about him often and hope one day he will say Kiki I forgive you

I wont bet on it

could be worse. You could have bi-polar ex who hates you one day and mourns you the next...damn psycho!!!!

Well he wasnt a veery good BF, didnt want to partner, neglected me, so I ended up leaving him for my ex. I tried to

explain, but he wouldnt listen.

sounds like he was being a tad bit manipulative then

and now he isjust trying to control you more by denying something he knows may be importnat to you

kind of like the last thing he has on you

omg you nailed it.

well if you know why he's doing it, you shouldn't let it bother you so much... don't give him that control, hun. It's not owrth it