I don't like that.

yeaaahhh

but is there really anything we can say more than at home

I dont know.

I am not sure it is much more past a little unhealthy

neither of us can really... talk to him... but she can?

imeani don't want him /unhappy/

yeah

pint

...

point

he's just a little overhearing

I have an honest question for you, big bro

what's that?

How much did his arrival as a teacher affect you being hospitalized?

And are the blackouts stillblackouts?

umm

mostly

i can remember emotions and feelings but not WHY or HOW

not sure i ought to

but i know i remember tbh it... quite a lot. but it was a catalyst?

idek if that is a word

i'd never ever say that to him

I understand.

i wish i'd... been here...

sweetie, don't worry about that

you helped me so much through the phone

more than you should ahve had to at your age

No.

If you can helpme I can help you

because i love you and want to see you do well and not be sad or conflicted

i love you too, dear heart,and I want to see that fr you

*for

That partially involves not locking me out, because of age...

i try

don't try

promise me you wont

there's some things that really are not

Then do not tell me those but do not use them to lock me out either

Okay?

I love you and that is part of how I ccan make sure to see you happy.

since i could repeat that same message i guess i see now

ok

i promise

I promise too

well i'm glad

about me promising or the whole thing in general

...the latter, probably.

good!

I am in general

glad that I can now watch you both grow up.

not lost it

I won't say that there are not things to fix but I am glad about that too! more happiness than those

yeah

we can figure it out soon

after you have time with your boy-friend~

hkvg

yeah i haven't been too subtle abou that have i

Would you want to be?

...nope

That's what I thought!

we need to meet him, however.

uhh don't kill him

if he deserved killing, granma would have done it already

SUPER POINT

well she tried to supervisor 24/7 and somehow i got her to back off on that

Well she told me a little on that.

I'maf raid to ask

good god someday your big brother will learn how to type

Which one?

lolol

touche

I do try!