I read all these things I can see.

All the way back.

Well I feel as if I would have been more informed if I'd been here all this time!

but this post,filtered,which makes me feel like a jerk but I can't have Soul or Crona see it simply b/c it probably wouldn't go over well???

No no

Its just made earlier this year more alarming to me now when I am more informed.

This is why I tend to read but not post. I do not feel as if I have anything to contribute that's,

well, different from what I am doing in person. But...

it helps to read. it does.

Even so I guess I could have done better that way... posting.

Yeah I dont know

I want to say, well, it's fine for either of us not to have done that but I don't think its really true.

And that makes me feel terrible because you should never feel sad or guilty.

No, no.

We can just remember to be here in the future, yes?

I guess that's fair.