I suppose I was truly bisexual before.

Now, I actually don't care anymore about any of it.

My goal now is to kill romantic/sexual emotions and not bother with it at all for the rest of my days.

It's...kind of hard to do.

When I figure out the method of how to do this it's going to be a glorious world of finally being able to...

Focus on things that actually MATTER instead of the instinct for sex/relationships.

That's been a problem a lot of people have tackled for thousands of years. =(

Well, I'm going to figure it out.

Even though right now it appears my attempts are killing everything in my heart...but oh well.

But,for the purposes of this day, I technically enjoy men and women equally.

Though this fact would never be told to most of the people I know IRL...especially not my family.

My family doesn't know, doesn't WANT to know, and doesn't care.

Oh, I'm also somewhat genderqueer but that's an issue for another day.

But yea, can't tell my family, can't tell a lot of my friends.

Most of my real friends already know

As far as my family...I really shudder to think what might happen if I ever bring a boy home and I tell them he's more than a friend.

Thankfully I know my family would not reject me no matter what...but still...the potential fallout...

I wish I could use this day to it's fullest intent and just say it to the world, but alas, I am a coward.