ups and downs. i thought we both handled it well.
then i remember that she's the one who gave up on me.
and no matter how much i wanted to make up for it, and fix it, no matter what i did, it was never enough for her.
i later realized that she let herself be dictated indirectly by her Friend's ideals.
she says she admits it. but yet she still follows like a lamb off a cliff.
She left me and showed me that all those wonderful times we had with each other, the things we did for each other, were for nothing.
but i know that she still thinks of me.
but from what i see, it's all out of spite.
she want's to deny what we had.
yet regardless of what's happened between us, I still think fondly of her.
a dream that shall forever be a dream.
only for the nightmare to haunt it every time.
all i want is the happiness i had with her.
but she took it, and it shall never be the same.
my heart shall forever be scarred and i shall be haunted by those two most terrible words...