my bloods not black

but my bloodsnot red either

dont mind right now

too tired too sleep wow plurk dropped my karma so low?

well i

not sure how much sense i will make for awhile...

im sorry for everything

and im sorry the only things i could do was cause more stress

i didnt do that last one

i wouldnt do that to soul

i dont know what happened

i want to forget her

i acnt do that idunno if i can forget anything anymore

i have to... deal with that i guess/

its bad i mourn that more than her i dont know

ok

its only fair if i decide where her soul goes shes my mom

give it to tsubaki do that

dont debate it

dont question it

dont try to convince

dont do anything but that

ill know if you dont

if you dont its a flagrant act of disrespect

im not letting those pass anymore

ever

i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her

but... i guess i dont

well all thats done now

she said some pointed stuff ill take some of it out ill make it worth something

one by one

the first

assert myself

respect myself

love myself

and you know sudden none of those seem impossible

so we'll see where it goes ok

in the mean time let's just...

deal solve and move on

thank you for it all

i hope i can return the same someday

i'll try

if there was ever a time you shouldnt be sorry this is one of those

but this is pretty great

you are super cool, lady