She lives in Thailand, I used to cosplay with her and now she's married.

She knows how I dedicated myself into something whenever I am heart broken. She presumed that me and my sewing speed comes from my unhappy..

life.

Maybe it was half true. so i told her that no i am pretty happy with my life. I'm dating someone who really care about me.

so she started going into that, saying but if you keep doing cosplay when you are dating someone, it's like you aren't dedicate youself to

the person you are dating enough. because all you will think is the cosplay first.

And the rest comes second.

I was like

i said i don't know if the distant of us being apart make she think she knows every last bit of my life. or what but

truth is. Even I'm dating. I am still me. There's some habits that die hard. or won't die at all.

especially when it comes to cosplay.

I'll always plan things. make new cosplays no matter what.

I am always doing as a natural habit. I like things I will cosplay them.

And maybe i am selfish. But i know that i can manage my times between giving them to my gf and my cosplay progress just fine.

idk...i think i am doing ok. LOL *looks at m gf *

My life won't stop. i don't how long i will doing cosplay. I'm saying i will stop doing it when i reach certain age.

but i just know now and a few more months coming I have things planed and I will make it happen

that the meaning of me doing something that i like.

the way i want.

my parents can't never stop me from doing the things i want. so who is other ppl telling me who should i live my own life?

I mean i love my friend. she's always one of the people i can count on but idk why she just tried to tell me what to do when..

we live thousand miles away

I know my gf always said "you can do what you want..."

my friend interpreted it as if my gf wasn't care enough about me.

No. LOL she does. I know that she does. sometimes she cares about me than I care about myself

She just doesn't stop me from doing whatever the fuck i want.

That's different.

And heck! I've been longing for someone who truely care about me but not controlling my goddam life.

i told my friend that she has her own life i have mine. so i think we should what best for ourselves and not think for others

she doesn't sound so happy but she said okay.

oh welp.

idk. i love my friends but they need to not stick their noses in my busi.

suggestions are another story.

not telling me what to do with my life.

i've been living by myself for years. and I'm doing fine. even with cosplaying on the side.

because i can manage my time.

you'd never see me dropping things just becasue i have no time to make. like 3 days before cons.

maybe months before. cause i decided that it won't work.

i will state it out loud and clear that i'm not doing

because i hate uncertainty. and I wouldn't do it to others if i could avoid it.

alright done bitching go sew Sheryl now <3

Whoa, whoa, whoa, what? You can be in a happy and stable relationship and maintain your hobbies simultaneously.

There's nothing wrong with that! It's something you do that you love, and that your girlfriend loves too, so I mean... ?!

At least I presume, I've seen cosplay pictures of you guys