And a week before I lost Hobbs, another one of my babies. Don't know why Kiki passed. She was fine, healthy and all.

She passed in the middle of the night, which left me feeling like crap because I wasn't there for her to hold here as she was dying.

Or to possibly do anything about the situation. She died alone, and scared, wanting here mommy. I didn't even want to put her in the ground.

I miss her so much. I was in the middle of selling some items around the house to get some vet money together to get her spaded.

I aqquired a total of $110. That's all I had wanted for Christmas, was to get my girl to the vet. My heart hurts.

I'm so sorry that happened. It sounds like your kitties get lots of love from you and that they've lived happy lives.