ok, guys, i think we fucked up

or well

the school fucked up then we didnt know any better to fix it

also im gonna keep mentioning names on this cuz i know it spams notifs whenever usernames are mentioned

so if nobodys around well i'll just keep doing that

No, don't do that

Well I am here to respond anyway

I think that I know of what you mean.

In that plurk having been temporarily inaccessible took away a certain amount of stress relief?

yeah exactly

I've been trying my best to compensate for it, but that just isn't working.

Plus I don't think it works when it is here but we are not using it.

thats my point we need to stop that

obv oh posting somewheres not gonna fix the issue but clearly it fucking helps

the strangest and smallest of things can help far more than they would seem

If it is even enough anymore.

ok ok theres that to talk about

but i think we just need to know posting on this site will help and will help in the future no matter what help is needed now

get it?

It does.

I do understand it.

I just do not want the issue of other measures being lost within here.

its impossible to lose that when it is causing hurt before our very eyes...

man

statements like that are super true but super break my heart here

its like

idk as far as i get it this shit doesnt work out right away

like it was inevitable for soul to do badly again

but even if i 'got it' as a reasonable possibility its not like i wanted it

and now i want to reject it but that never works out, that don't fix it at all

There for the long haul, if only the long haul did not hurt him so much.

yeah

just

yeah

There's not nearly enough treatment.

Which I attempt over and over to tell the doctors but they do not listen.

Well, to be fair, it may have been that was enough.

But that was before the loss of black blood.

Now the game is changed.

i dont understand

i understand most things but i do not understand that...

why it is a necessity for him to be happy when it hurts so many

Unfortunately, that's quite long and complicated and I do not think anyone could truly explain it but Soul himself.