Darling, what are you doing?

uhh

being... online?

No.

I mean, yes, obviously.

But I am asking on a larger scope.

can you clear that up because i'm really not getting it...

You're so worrying lately!

um

oh

you prolly mean more upset about stuff

thats just a winter thing man

No.

I think - know! - it's really past that, stop kidding.

i'm not kidding

whatever that means

Yes. You are.

how

Maybe I didn't know what was going on in April, at the time. I still knew something was off. I've known since, anyway.

You're far more close to that.

Closing up...

ok

thats

not something to say lightly

I'm not.

I wouldn't.

ESPECIALLY right now!

ugh

ok so even if i admit it theres nothing to do about it, really, other than wait

Wait? For what, to feel better?

yah

Bull.

No, correct that.

Bullshit.

uhh

No, don't 'uhh' me.

Because you know what, we've all been through two suicide attempts this year.

I'm not going to see us get around to another.

Maybe you don't talk because you think that helps, don't ask for help because then people won't be bothered.

Fucking untrue.

The bother is in finding out one could have helped but wasnt given the right chance.

its fine okay