...thinks that it would be wiser and more practical to just go out and buy some more.

at some point go buy more, but not for this. Now it means it's time for him to move past his little episode and continue life as normal. _

Any new canvas he buys will be for other, happier purposes.

if it would be prudent of him to ask, for what purpose(s) are you...having a "little episode" for?

wasn't having it for any purpose, persay. He just had it. It's not like it was something he could help! He just... thought about something_

he hadn't meant to think on.

not pry any further if you do not wish him to, since it seems like you wouldn't share it with him even if he asks. But that asides, he knows

how such an...incident feels, for reasons that he thinks aren't as far-off as yours.

appreciates that you won't pry. It's just... too personal, and too painful. And anyway, he's done his cleanse, now he can act like it's all_

normal again! Yay~

can't help but notice how you seem to deal with it in much the same way that he does when faced with...a personal issue. But he hopes that

you know it's not healthy to pretend that things are...normal when they're not.

doesn't care if it's healthy or not. It's what he does, and it keeps him happy. As far as he's concerned, that's enough.

doesn't particularly care for your health, but you cannot say that he did not warn you - because he did, though obviously you are not going

to heed his words. And whether or not you're happy, he couldn't care less...but let it just be said that, you can't lie to yourself.

can and has, for a very long time. And it's worked out quite well. So please don't spoil it for him now.