Well, i'm probably not going to be on much anymore, I dunno feeling weird.. I don't know why I say anything really it doesn't matter if I'm
Why?
here or not half the time. I guess my paranoia followed by my inability to speak to people gets the better of me.
I know you aren't on much, but that's okay! I will miss you terribly.
My motto used to be don't talk to anyone because you get too used to being open with them and then something bad will happen down the road.
You aren't alone hun. <3 I have that same problem, but falling back and not talking at all doesn't help, especially not you. I know I love
you loads and I love seeing you online or post.
WELL.
Not everyone is gonna getcha. I can promise you that.
If you never give anyone a chance you'll never know if they will surprise you or not.
I feel terrible for not being on or talking to you guys. My life right now hardly leaves me any room to breathe.
See! You're busy. No one is gonna blame you for being busy honey. At the end of the day, we'll still be here.
Jeremy and I will be for sure.
No one is upset with you for being busy. Everyone loves you and if you don't have time right now, everyone will understand.
Because that's life.
That is very true. I honestly didnt think of that. Thank you Jackie. huggles I want to start the new year fresh and have a better outlook
on things but its really hard especially that self destructive side of me.
-hugs on- A better outlook helps wonders! I had to do the same, so I get it. I still even have times where I go back.
Just take it one day at a time and one day you'll wake up and see how great things are and can be.
No one can be happy all the time, but things always can get better, especially if you are pushing for it.
<3 -huggles tightly- thank you so much Jackie. I really do appreciate you and everything you do for everyone including me. <3