ano yung biglang nawala, biglang hindi nagpaparamdam, biglang wala na as in.. na-da.

maybe im not used to the feeling of "not feeling your existence."

maybe i did something wrong. or said something that hurt you. but how would i know.

you know im not used to this.

im trying to reach out.

but i know, and i hope i would really learn to understand, that things happen for a reason and there's purpose for everything.

so whatever happens or wherever this may lead, i will just hope for the best, and trust that this is for the best.

i just surrender THIS to the Lord. (Lord, help me get over this please).

hirap lang pala kasi, nasanay pala ko na nandyan ka lang. tapos ako hindi ko yata napapakita the same thing to you. so sorry if ganun nga.

yun lang. okaythanksbye.

wala nanaman sigurong gumagamit ng plurk. haha! crossed fingers