ɹɐʇs ✯
says
>>locked to: soul<<
ɹɐʇs ✯
is
this how i do this
yah
well if you wanted it public its not
but locked... yah
no i wanted that
i dont wanna look dumber than usual b/f i figured this shit out
you dont look dumb
like
ever
idk
some of this stuff i see looks dumb
am i that person
well yeah
but thats not stupidity
i mean
well its just not
some people make that misunderstanding but its a grave one so youve gotta not make it either
i know you can't remember the memories
but you know feelings rite
like
you trust me?
well yeah
couldnt ever forget that or any of my feelings there
couldnt/wouldnt
good
its just impossible ok
i mean i know youre talking about stuff for me but i wanna say that its impossible to forget any of that
maybe i dont know the whys but who cares i'll find more whys
and i guess yeah clearly this is one of them
<3
im just gonna do everything i can to help you ok
the first thing is not lying
nope wouldnt help you at all
first thing i dont lie about is youre not stupid
you just dont care what you say which is pretty fucking great
sure sometimes it causes foobles but doesnt anything
youre not stupid in fact youre one of the greatest and smartest people i know
youve solved bunches of shit and maybe you dont know math or something but you know people
everyone here can say youve literally saved their life in some way
so
you are far from stupid
youre the best guy i know
...
ok well i guess first <3
ive got bunches of regrets that cant look nicer plurks stupid
so just know in my head its all big and sparkly and looks like the right tribute
sseccoonddllyy
...wow drawing that out looks super dumb ok never mind
super dumb in the real way not super dumb in my seems to be fake way
oh my god
apparently you dont remember anything but you remember how to be cute
thats
awesome
...ok i dont know about that but! hey if cute makes you happy feel free to call me that
okay so pretty much nothings going to change in the fact you wipe my brain a lot
ability still strong
"how is he so cute how is he so perfect how do i deal"
ɹɐʇs ✯
is
that why
sometimes when im going on and on about something you just stare at me
uhh
yeah
pretty much, yeah
lol wow is that what i do great
hehe
yeah
sometimes wish youd do other stuff tho
what like what
why do i feel like im walking into something
because you totally are
oh lol wow now whos the one who feels dumb me i guess
ok so if im gonna trust you on it then you trust me
silly not dumb
ok well i guess i jsut dont know when its right not to be silly
like
if you dont remember anything then its like firsts all over again isnt it...
ok baby dont worry about that
i guess maybe what i forgot is intiative but hey ok i'll start working on that one!
the acts are firsts the memoories are firsts the emotions arent so
i dunno howd itd go exactly but i wanna find out so is that ok
its super ok how wouldnt it be ok
idk
some i wanna do
some i feel like its missing something and then i kinda wanna cry
and dont ever tell anyone that cuz im never gonna admit that to anyone else cuz its sissy
its not sissy
that stuffs where you miss our girl
she's back soon i promise
ok
thats one of the times we go "damn interruptive missions" right
yeah
shed have been back earlier but they didnt exactly send her to a place she could be contacted at
finally got her
shes super upset about not coming back earlier but
i'll make her feel better
i can do that
you really can
ɹɐʇs ✯
is
this where i make a pop culture reference
something like pap pap shoosh except i dont know where thats from or if its even a thing, it jsut came into my head
what is that
ɹɐʇs ✯
is
that actually a thing
?
oh my god
haha i guess it is!
maybe youll remember writing some of that
twitter.com/reunitewith or this w/e
okay i'll look at those things like later
b/c well
rite now i wanna do other stuff w/my time than type
oh yeah whats that
guess
i dont wanna thats less fun
only b/c you already know and you just want to be dumb
come on its totally hot to be an asshole, you must have forgotten that
aaahahaha
oh hey you still remember to laugh at my awkwardly bad jokes
awesome
what
the fact theyre awkward and bad is what makes em great
i guess im okay with that
but isnt that sort of laughing at rather than with
no
because you laugh at your dumbness more than anyone else
so its still
laughing with
ok i guess its impossible for you to not have my number
yep yep yep
ive gotta
yeah whys that
because
i know what you are to me like i said theres some things that cant be forgotten
and for that
i need to know you and im great with that
do you know all of it
what you
are
or me
yeah
?
yeah
pretty sure ive got it
whts that then
uhh
whats
the guy that tries superhard and is supernice about it
but isnt pretending or pitying like um a lot of people are
gets frustrated but i mean thats ok and expected really
funny great awesome hot awesome again hot again very smart
and sticking around since the beginning of what i can remember but really its easy to guess from lots of beginnings b/f too
so a really great guy that i love and somehow you love me too i dunno how i earned that but i guess im not superdumb if i did
and just well on top of that
well not just b/c its a big supergreat thing but yeah
whats pretty clear well if im smart im applying my smarts here
we're not just dating are we
we're not just saying i love you are we
i bet we said we're spending our lives together rite
i dont know the word for that
but yeah i bet thats right
engaged
yeah that!
amirite
or wildly off basehere
completely positively right
good
im glad to be right
if i hadnt been well id just have had to make it right b/c it should be that way
to crona too or no
not yet
but itll come soon enough
ooh, ok!
well i think
iii thiiinkkk
we'll be... home? super late so
lets shut off technology and make that extra time worth the late
hehe well thats an idea i can def agree to
good
so shut off that compy and come over at me buddy
sure can do sweetheart
signing off
meee too!
<3
<3