i don't think i can be safe tonight??? i'm seriously freaking out here not in an "omg u guise freaking out way" in a real fear of myself way

Honey... do you have friends you can stay with?

Or maybe there's a safehouse you can get to, if you're in/near a major city?

like at this point i just wish if he was going to hurt me he'd fucking go through with it already because hurting myself instead and all

this tension and bullshit is killing me

culling: most of my friends have midterms and are too busy to deal with this, my other friend i could stay with is out of town

i wouldn't want anyone to deal with me in this state anyway