Oh no

i thought i was something or someone but it turns out all i am good at is fucking people up. everything my parent, ex husband, all

have said i am now i dont know how to fix it or myself and i have literally no one i can turn to for help

because i seem to hurt the people that try to help me

i dont mean to but i just do so again i have turned out to be exactly what my parent, family, and ex husband have said i am

i think i know what i need to do but doing that admits something that i am scared to

and no my family has already said they arent letting me back there

and its more like going to take care of the bipolar disorder i think my meds are starting to fail. and its scarying me to even admit that..